1. |
Save Me
04:07
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I found myself in a strange place
and my heart isn't beating
why can't I leave all the pain behind?
My head is boiling regrets
so they will always hurt me
why did I let my joy fade away?
Would you save me from myself
and leave it all behind?
You left an empty space
inside my heart until now
My disease is growing inside me
I know you never believed me
why can't I leave all the pain behind?
I'm drowning in this dirty sea
of memories, guilt and regrets
I'm trying to keep my head turned off
And while you're having fun
I'm here alone
just thinking of ways to be long gone
Would you say you're better off alone?
You left me and moved on
you moved on
Would you save me?
Won't you save me?
Will you save me now?
Now I'm gone
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2. |
Ambrosia
02:29
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There's something about your favorite song
it reminds of the times we slept at my old bed under low lights from the
shadow through closed curtains and
our love seemed to never have an end
and all those songs were playing while we kissed
Now everytime I lie down in my bed
and listen to these songs
I know you're not mine anymore
In every drawer in my bedroom
almost everything I see reminds me
of you and all those times you were here
thinking that I was the one for your whole life
now many years later I keep dreaming
about the day you'll come back to me
If only I could go back in time
and change the things I did
would you still be with me?
So tell me how you feel
cause this is all that's in my head this time
and the time that we have lost
will be recovered, if someday
you fall back into my life
If only I could go back in time
and change the things I did
would you still be with me?
would you still be with me before I'm gone?
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3. |
Time Is Passing By
05:34
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It doesn't seem like time is passing by
and so I feel alone with you inside
my heart begins to cry
as memories bleed through my head at night
your voice is in my mind
it's a long way until I kiss your face goodbye
in my dreams a brand new life
but only if I keep my feelings real
I'm feeding my soul
with all the things I can't control
it makes me sick
and I'm not able to forget
And so time is passing by...
Summer is gone by now
as my depression grows inside my mind
another tear drops on
my white chest since
the tan is no longer there
and the freezing wind keeps my heart cold as snow
it gets harder when I dream of you at night
I take these pills so I
can pass out so someday the pain is gone
I keep going on
with all these things I can't resolve
I'm getting more sick
as my body is used to medicines
It keeps me thinking
that all your feelings for me are long gone
and my regret is
just not enough to be forgiven
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4. |
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Let me tell you how I feel
so many days after the day I said goodbye to you
my heart is so much stronger now
but it still hurts cause I'm forsaken and I think of you
Now I'll make it right
I'll make it right this time
just think of me
so we can try again and save my life
I'll make it right
I'll make it right this time
and I'll be just fine
cause I'll make it right
I'll make it right this time
I was thinking about myself
and how I'm lost cause I can't find that peace inside of me
my only hope is being with you
and I'm still dreaming that I'm waking up and calling you at night, what a feeling you bring me
Now I'll make it right
I'll make it right this time
just think of me
so we can try again and save my life
I'll make it right
I'll make it right this time
and I'll be just fine
cause I'll make it right
I'll make it right this time
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5. |
When Night Falls Fast
02:44
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Remembering all the things I did
that left us with broken hearts
it doesn't get much better
cause this is all I'm thinking of
Should I try to call you again
or should I leave behind?
Flash before my eyes on a saturday
breaking through my past
memories I know I'll never forget
trapped inside my mind
It's hard to believe that
all the time we spent was left behind
now you're creating memories
to the future with someone else
replacing all we shared together
forgeting everything
Flash before my eyes on a saturday
breaking through my past
memories I know I'll never forget
trapped inside my mind
Now you're getting over
you're over this for sure
your heart and future plans are not broken anymore
my pain is getting stronger
I don't think I can take no more
the way I see my future,
the path is full of darkness
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6. |
My Reason To Believe
03:18
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I'll never be the same again
and now I'm on my own
as I'm traumatized by you and all
the things we were involved
It made me sick and now all I've got
are memories of you
and I'm not able to erase them
so I can live again
It's hard for me to understand
all the things I did
and the reasons why I left that night
are still unclear to me
But somehow I am still alive
and hoping that someday
you'll understand that
never I wanted to hurt you
It haunts me everytime I breathe
and I can't see a light for me
you are my reason to believe
I can write more than a million words
just trying to explain
but I don't think I'll ever be
able to succeed
All of these emotions are
slowly killing me
as the medicines I'm taking are
not enough to heal
The bruises are inside my heart
and spreading to my head
I don't see anything that might
take away the pain
I wonder if you think of me
or if you still hate me
even though I thought by now
I would be feeling free
It haunts me everytime I breathe
and I can't see a light for me
you are my reason to believe
And now I know
I regret breaking your heart
I carry this guilt with me
I try to let this go
but still it's haunting me, even in my dreams
It haunts me everytime I breathe
and I can't see a light for me
you are my reason to believe
I know you probably won't read this
but I have to let it go
and slowly releasing
memories from me and you
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7. |
Stuck In The Labyrinth
03:27
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So what else you'll make me think
with your games and stories of
a brand new life away from me
and you're ignoring me all the time
it makes me feel I'm so worthless
reliving our old memories
and my broken heart keeps bleeding now
I still need you
but it doesn't matter anymore
it doesn't matter anymore
I still care about you
but it doesn't matter anymore
it doesn't matter because now you're gone
Empty words are not enough
to hush my thoughts so I'm
still trying to figure out
what this silence means to us
I may have been a selfish man
but I'm not strong enough to quit
so my addictions are killing me
I still need you
but it doesn't matter anymore
it doesn't matter anymore
I still care about you
but it doesn't matter anymore
it doesn't matter because now you're gone
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8. |
Away From Vine Station
03:04
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I've been dying here without you
but I'm still able to tell stories
let them know I miss you so bad
will all these memories become harmless to me?
To all the hearts that I've been breaking
my apologies to you
I never meant to be like this
You know I'll never want to hurt you
but it seems stronger than myself
I'm doing everything so wrong
but I can't help it, there's no end to this mess
To all the thoughts that slowly kill me
all the lack of trust I have
is not enough to overcome
all these stories
all my memories
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9. |
Broken Inside
02:50
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I'm broken inside
and I'm feeling lonely all the time
as time passes by
it makes me wonder where you are
I'm lost in my own mind
and there's no end in sight
no roads for me to choose
I'm all alone
I'm broken inside
and I'm feeling lonely all the time
as time passes by
it makes me wonder where you are
My hands are red from blood
my feelings are dark blue
and all my footprints are
fading away
I'm broken inside
and I'm feeling lonely all the time
as time passes by
it makes me wonder where you are
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10. |
Blue Citrus
03:19
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When she came to me and said
that I had to make a decision
now my life is falling down
everything I had is gone
There is nothing I can do
cause my heart is already broken
even if things stay the same
I'll remember how it felt
She said I have no ambition and
my life is a waste cause
I don't know what's about to come
I know if I agree with her today
I may change my mind cause
tomorrow is another day
And my mind keeps changing everyday
this is unbelievably hard
one day she's the one for me
and the other day she leaves
Even if she is far away
and no longer my girlfriend
I'll remember her forever
cause she meant everything to me
Now that she's gone I can dream again
but at the same time
all my life is falling apart
I can still hear her voice inside my mind
but in the meantime she is so far away from me
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11. |
Today Is In The Past
03:11
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So what is left from all the love
that brought me here where I stand
life was hard on me you know
all these lines are here to tell
some say I'm young but I'm not sure
cause my grey hair reminds me of
the suffering that's in my life
I just found out one year ago
I wonder what my family thought
raising me among the tears
destroying what I thought was pure
It couldn't have made me sane
I'm playing my songs
ignoring the voice
inside of my head that makes me fall
someday I'll be gone
and all that you'll find
are letters to tell why I left
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12. |
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I'm dying in flames from my own thoughts
it's a long way until I find the cure
and all of my friends know I am sick
but most of them don't seem to care
I just need a good reason to be alive
but all of my hope has faded away
I'm broken and falling to the ground
with no one to save me now
I keep losing my friends so I know that
when I'm gone they won't feel a thing
until then I just watch the days go by
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13. |
Deep Inside
03:40
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So deep inside she'll understand
that pain will die and never come again
and all those times that we fought in vain
I realize now that I was wrong
so let's face this world with our angry minds
and let the future decide our ways
but I just don't want to lose my faith
inside a sea that never ends
I don't want to drown again
and discuss with you I feel so alone
the strenght I need beside me comes from you
no matter what goes wrong
when you are with me at night
my dreams are warm and safer
and everything that threats me
is so worthless
and closing my eyes can be so
entertaining if I'm
watching all those things that once we did
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14. |
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It doesn't seem like time is passing by
and so I feel alone with you inside
my heart begins to cry
as memories bleed through my head at night
your voice is in my mind
it's a long way until I kiss your face goodbye
in my dreams a brand new life
but only if I keep my feelings real
I'm feeding my soul
with all the things I can't control
it makes me sick
and I'm not able to forget
And so time is passing by...
Summer is gone by now
as my depression grows inside my mind
another tear drops on
my white chest since
the tan is no longer there
and the freezing wind keeps my heart cold as snow
it gets harder when I dream of you at night
I take these pills so I
can pass out so someday the pain is gone
I keep going on
with all these things I can't resolve
I'm getting more sick
as my body is used to medicines
It keeps me thinking
that all your feelings for me are long gone
and my regret is
just not enough to be forgiven
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